Issue #134 Fear and Poeming in Upstate New York

Fear and Poeming in Upstate New York

Mohammed Zenia

Misha Dutkova, Untitled, Naarm, 2022. Courtesy of the artist.

Issue #134
March 2023

 

 

Jim Jones crying under the watchful eyes of funk flex dressed like a bootleg pirate king from the 80s

Jim Jones

cryin under the light of

the wolf,

the worm, earth, mother, grandmother

Bitch

In the half shadow of saturday mornings when your mama was crying in the kitchen

under the cover of innocence

 

Jimmy’s

what you call

your lover

Your little cousin whos

a little off

 

your mixed little brother playing pontiantic dreams in the scrap yards of philly ;

With the letterings of letters

not yet ready to be born birds.

 

_____________________________

Jimmy

is cryin

under

the sign

of the

star and shield

 

 

Aruba-to Atlantis

the lost kingdom drowned between-

the foruscent lighting of

Funk Flex’s midtown studio

is simply wormholes and graveyards.

trainyards, undoing only to achieve prized becoming, mourning-death.

__________________

 

 

This is how we’ve always

flexed…

survival, the shuntering towards a failed kingdom or an abyss

The hostile swagger when you spit in the face of the apocalypse or a genocide; the feeling I had the first time I fell in love with a man. I was eleven and it was through the television. Denzil was hard and soft and I didnt know that was allowed.

(

)

(

)

The feeling

Of

sinking

 

 

 

The ridiculous and

messy; the slow drip into

The other

 

(read either)

preening sighing,

emotional wallops

and manly grins

as if

somehow

through it all

Funk Flex was transference

 

 

Me—-to —you

 

jim-to-Jimmy

To Jimmy’s grandma-

To an old woman

singing parimendou

(and all at once-

lightning strikes a plantation-

blind dogs scrape their way through continents and still find

home.

-a bridge is a back)

 

We made

it ;

because our mothers made us,

tears that are

A tri-gerantional

blood price

——

And

with a different set of office furniture,

Funk Flex really could be

your low rent welfare

therapist, who doesn’t really

care, but’s alright,

I guess

 

 

 

Bosompra (tough/strong/firm)

Bosomtwe (humane/kind/empathetic)

Bosompo/Bosomketaa (brave/proud/courageous)

Bosmmuru (Respectable/distinguished)

Bosomkonsi (the virtuoso)

Bosomdwerode (the eccentric/jittery)

Bosayensu (The truculent)

Bosomika (the fastidious)

Bosomafram ( the chiraous)

Bosomafram (the liberal/kind/empathetic)

Bosomafi (the chaste)

 

 

 

The Ntoro

Is the spirit of the Askan children who have yet to come into

their becoming

——-

And what are rappers but

lost boys

leading other lost

Boys

 

 

Into a wilderness, out of another one,

 

into burning trestles in an arabian night

a maze through a mass grave

without bread crumbs to lead

You home.

 


***

Showing Feet at the pray haus

 

 

Time

eats the wormhole

one day a stockade in Charleston, Louisiana Sun

death wades the long meadows that

ache southern sin crushed ankle +

ruptured bloodlines And then, just as suddenly

as a rapture, Hell comes hurling with US

Cleveland too true North

religious forest fires

heavens harvest frost and Iron ore

there you go- towards

Apocalypse .

 

 

 

Your People are dying!

Denmark

 

the walls of the celestial city

pulsate red stone and manure with limp

black bodies and

the carved thighs of the natives.

 

 

YAHWEL/

WAKE UP!

 

Cant you smell the tire salesmen skirting over the Berkshire smog

musk under bugler tongue?

 

 

 

Nervous

light

rough shot through

an ocean smile

and imperial forests-

 

textbook nature &

gods dubious
wealth among

the gazebo earth

 

 

 

A white maroon,

so much so that upon

setting eyes to the moist baby puke hills

uttered:

‘NEW ENGLAND’

 

 

 

9/4/2021

 

shaker forge

Mt. Lebanon NY

 

Subject
Poetry
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Sudanese/Eritrean poet Mohammed Zenia is the author of the book-length poem Tel Aviv, released on Porosity Press in April of 2020, and the forthcoming collection James Baldwin’s Lungs in the ’80s from Chat Rooms. Mohammed was born in Sofia, Bulgaria in 1988 and currently lives in New York City.

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