natasha is going to kill boris
caterpillars & grief :: the screech of some forty girls masking the seer’s
anguish :: future masquerades toward the La Marqueta on Park Ave.
on thin webs, the larva break, free fall :: minor safety inside a training
bra or sweat-weathered feathered mushrooms to accidently pupate
welp :: the squeals of puberty lend to their massacre :: splat ::
aquamarine protein erupts out negro red fuzz :: ectoplasm
:: a boy’s savagery plays out on the bottom of his k-swiss :: hulk smash
they transfer that massacre
to the streets of Harlem :: split
—crack skull :: rip :: puny gods
these rites make right boys to men some safer passage :: suffer
the black common law widows
digress :: journey to the bottom
of Bear Mountain Park’s tidal pool :: between wormholes
a girl is dancing w/ her eyes closed beneath mechanical surf
which way is up :: distancing downward :: is there any ooze
that might ignite another reactionary freeze?
cybernetic tidal waves are criminal
the arms untrained
paddle in wrong directions
a hand reaches out :: fumbles to grab
pulls her up :: & out
“sun’s getting real low, sun’s going down.”
never again :: if ever a man did
where is the bastard hatchling’s sargassum
inventor of the penis pants
this drinking partner :: this drinking buddy :: her buddy :: his chum
her nutter butter :: he crave you like you Little Debbie :: a good nut
buddies keen on tickling the thighs ::
but not green teats.
ride the 2 to the Bronx :: family outings :: weekends :: 176th
a footbridge over highway
arrival to his & her home :: the live-in buddy
is sloppy :: is stunted :: is never lucid :: is little difference
to ma duke :: enabler eager on liquor
a common flux of food stamps a liquor store will trade for
& weekly we arrive.
call him uncle :: as all good buddies are uncles & aunties
call him Bill :: when she ascertains Eldridge :: or is it the other way
around :: flip pages :: what smears too much this uncle favors
books needing to cancel
this Eldridge she read up on :: but this Eldridge favors Bill :: buddy’s
partner’s bottom lip drools like the parent’s bottom lip drools :: snore
adhere to dust mites :: a composite sketch is drawn of the jockey cup
or the Fruit of Loom briefs :: always that one who played the grapes
redrawn :: about the relief in his eyes :: flare of the snout
restaged :: attempting :: i am :: refinishing this furniture :: alter the face
sake of not revoking my race card :: she thought whiteness
:: flashes flicker
she see cotton
crop :: this would be a loving image :: a mother sleeping
w/ her two daughters. :: above a headboard :: distorted by a picture
of Christ :: on top a tartan couch. :: window veering the Western sunset
uncorrected :: a bed & sheets itchy to which a buddy snuggles in
a finger inside what is nine or ten
a maneuver he perfects
each outing :: to reach over gut swollen from porkchop & fibroid
to not disturb what’s straight disturbing :: window guards do not protect
instead entrap & corral
the revolutionary becomes a Mormon :: the said uncle fondles
swaps baby for mommy :: flinch free :: freed from a fig leaf ::
unbound :: unstrapped
on the 2 back home :: between train cars :: a mother
vomits her liver :: window guard three stops behind them ::
that sensation stirring :: stirring :: what is she feeling
is long fin
doe
oh dear
the buddy fingers’ slick shimmer
of juice :: two peas in the pod
the fault of DNA across waters
& colonies
NYCHA or rent control :: courtyards & window guards
a flash :: is not our fault :: you think us THOTS
she reaches for a twelve pack of Nutty Buddy at Target
the book closes :: see
the problem w/ including photos
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These works are used by permission from Village (Coffee House Press, 2023). Copyright © 2023 by LaTasha N. Nevada Diggs.